That heart.

That heart. My heart. The one i held you in for so long. That one you ripped out. That one you stood on. That one that you meant the world too. That one. My one. You’ll never understand the pain. The feeling you get when you lose the one you cared about. That feeling. I get that everytime i see you. That feeling. Breaks me. That heart. The one you stole.

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I fucked up.

I fucked up big time, yet theres still a few bros still here for me. Theres hope. Something I didn’t expect. Theres people out there that still care. I told my mum whats going on. Sometimes I can’t handle things and what life throws at me. But i’ll get through them. I always do. Because thats all i do.

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Mates.

You guys to to parties without me? Then tell me about it. One text is all i ask for. An invite. Guess thats way to hard. When i do anything i make aure all of you know. Wish i could say vice versa. Then you wonder why i get cut. Go fuck yourself.

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Friends that never cared.

Pretty amusing how you guys are always there when i’m at my happiest. Cracking jokes going out all the time, pissing around. Now i’m at my lowest there isn’t anyone here. Just me. I don’t get it, i was there for every single one of you when you needed me. Now i’m just some kid that you see around school. Thanks for being there when i needed you. Mates<3

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This is what i want to tell you.